Happy New Year!!! Hope you all are well. I know the last time we met here was somewhere around the end of 2012. Obviously, my lack of blogging has not been without good reason. I committed myself to work on a project (that I’m not at liberty to discuss now), that had me working around the clock some days. Maybe not literally, but I was definitely putting in long hours, for days and weekends, at a time.
For every minute of sleep I lost, and for all the mental and emotional energy I invested, hopefully the project will come to full fruition this year. No! I take that statement back. It WILL come to fruition this year. I’m speaking it into existence in 2013!
A lot has transpired over the past few months, which I’ll be blogging about over time, of course. I can’t wait to talk about my international trip later. But first, there is something personal that I’ve been dying to share with all of you, and that is…I’ve EVOLVED…and I absolutely love who I am, and what I’m doing, and how blessed I am, and where I’m headed, and how bright my future looks!
♪♫ Can you see me, can you see me, get your Visine on,
y’all just do not fit the picture; turn your widescreen on ♪♫
Gotta’ love @Drake right?! But seriously, I realized that with what I have been called to do and the lives I am supposed to touch, real change was inevitable. And for me that meant rising above every single last one of my insecurities. I couldn’t allow them to keep me constrained or afraid or feeling unworthy or unfulfilled any longer. And believe me, it wasn’t easier said than done, ‘cause she did that! *in my @TamarBraxtonHer voice*
I made the decision, just like that, to be free…to love myself, flaws and all. I’m feeling myself too. I’m all alive and present and sexy (don’t judge me). I know who I am and what I bring to the table. I’m a baaaad B, as in Brox.
I am beautiful inside and out (still a no judge zone). And speaking of out, can I make a small confession? I used to hate taking pictures and the way I looked in them, but now the Twitter and Facebook world is privy to my random Instagram photo shoots (don’t judge me here either, just follow me on all three. Thanks! :). And you know what I know for a fact? My future hubby will be one lucky man to have me, yes this boo thang, right by his side…and he’s certainly close. I won’t be a SiNgLe MoMmY for long! Thank you in advance Jesus! <~I love me some Him!
With that being said, My New Year’s Evolution has caused me to initiate change in more than one way. I’ve changed my mentality; the way I think about things, I’ve changed my emotional sense of self and my physical appearance; the way I present myself to the world, and I even had to change some things I was working on professionally.
Don’t worry, we’ll still talk single woman to single woman, mommy to mommy, and discuss dates, and ourselves, and talk about men and how much we love, and hate, and can’t live with or without them LOL, I just have a different agenda now.
Until then…Let’s get it, in 2013!